A good day

Had a wonderful supper with my son and his girlfriend tonight. It is so good to have him back home.

Gained back 15 pounds

I am so disgusted with myself. I have totally lost control since October . Had lost 32 pounds but have gained 15 back. Plan on getting back on track this weekend. Hate the way I feel and look. Time to get serious about this weight loss journey.

August 15 2010

Well in Dec 2010 I started a weight loss journey. Since that time I have lost 30 pounds. Not nearly enough. I am bound and determined to kick it up a little. Always have something going on that causes stress in my life. Currently my son is not paying his school loan that I have co signed for him. I have been paying it for about 1 1/2 years now. Before that he stiffed me on a car loan that I paid 200 dollars a month on for 1 1/2 years. I would never have done this to my parents. This is stressing me out both emotionally and financially. No matter what I say to him it doesn't seem to matter.
   Today I am track with my diet and am going for a 3 mile walk after I am done writing. Need to start eating more clean foods. It is so hard in the summer. We go to the camper and cook hot dogs on the fire, And my husband likes to make a big unhealthy breakfast. Today I have 2 eggs, toast and Brummel and brown spread. None of the sausage he ate. I am proud of that. so I will be alone. Love my alone time sometimes so I can just unwind.
  Decided to stay at the lake tonight hubby went home so I will be alone. Love my alone time sometimes so I can just unwind. It is so peaceful just chilling by the campfire and looking out on the lake. not many people will be here either. Nice and peaceful.